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hello dear friend/hobby (?)

i cant believe i wanted to give you up (sorta)
but what can i say?

it just doesn't feel right without you.

never mind abt the trouble or the cost.
film photography (or lomography la for the damn purist)
will always always be the best to me.







Are you drinking? 12:58 AM

this feeling right here..

is
really really awful.







Are you drinking? 12:50 AM

so i was checking out cameras online..
(holga, uws, diana, lca, olympus trip 35.. ohhh)

and my dad said this.
"why are you always looking at these toy cameras? why don't you just get a proper one if you're so interested in photography?"

This my friend,
is an example of arrogance + ignorance.

having a DSLR does not always make one a Serious photographer.

its like, i switch on the cam, everything's in auto mode.
looks fine?
ok snap a photo.
ooo pretty!
that is all.

there is no effort
no thought
no feel
no sincerity .

okay..wait.
im judging now too.

ah welll.

on a lighter note
the lovely bones is a wonderful movie.
ive never tried so hard to not cry at a movie before.
(other thn UP..but who hasn't cried at that movie?)

watch it man.
i so need to get the book.


Are you drinking? 8:10 PM

some people just never change.

whats the point if there is no sincerity

one moment its cold next moment its lukewarm.
no matter which, its all but a facade.

so why live like that.


Are you drinking? 11:35 AM

Wait, wait
I swear I've seen that face somewhere
It's the very face I fell for in the human race
I can't lie, I was brainwashed to be honest
In this brave new world that slowly passes by.









Are you drinking? 12:06 AM

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥







Are you drinking? 9:33 PM

oh ffs.

can you BE anymore encouraging?!

i am already so fucking frustrated and i am trying my best here yet you keep making little cutting remarks.


"oh see tell you alr right want to buy from this kind of country?"

how much better are you from the woman you dislike if you continue to behave like this?!

NONE
you two are exactly the same.
saying the wrong fucking things at the wrong time
and adding salt to the fucking wound when the god damned knife is still in it.

ARGH







Are you drinking? 11:20 AM

For a minute there, I lost myself.

-

Labels: photos

Are you drinking? 12:51 AM

Since this is a Singaporean affair,

http://www.asiaone.com/News/Latest%2BNews/Showbiz/Story/A1Story20100309-203591.html


im going to express myself in a 100% Singaporean way.


wah lao eh jack neo.
you're disgusting.
if im a parent i'll NEVER allow my daughter to join yr acting courses or even to be anywhere near you. (at least a 100m away)

you freaking prey on women around you.
be it those who are all too happy to throw themselves into your dirty arms and those innocent girls.


do you fancy yourself some sort of a F rated tiger woods?
you have no idea how much pain you have inflicted on your wife and children dude.
even therapy wouldn't help.

this will stay with them always.

people like you are selfish and they dont give a rat's arse about the feelings of the people close to them.
esp the ones who have always been there.
they are almost always taken for granted.






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Are you drinking? 12:59 AM

in the loo.




and
i

really
really
really

need to pee.

Labels: story of my life

Are you drinking? 2:19 AM

Saturday, March 06, 2010

i'm sorry i have not been visiting.

years on, you're still remembered and missed.

you were one of my first memories of love ah ma.

i'll see you tmr.

like i said, people get too caught on with things they deem as "important" in life till they forget the actual meaning of importance.

type As.

sigh

Are you drinking? 7:09 PM

Monday, March 01, 2010

And when you think you've sinned
Do you fall upon your knees?
Or d'you sit within your picture?
Do you still forget the breeze?

And she may rise, if I sing you down
And she may wisely cling to the ground
Cause I am lately, horny
So why would she take me thorny?

Are you drinking? 12:04 PM

Thursday, February 25, 2010

i do not fancy bleeding love.
i wish to remove my womb.

sometimes i think we forget ourselves.
we get too caught up in what society deems as important and we direct our lives that way.
much can change in someone after three years.
i think you've lost yourself.
i don't like the defences.

yet sometimes i think i think too much.

sometimes i wish i didn't feel that much.

and sometimes, most of the time really, i wish film was cheaper.

Are you drinking? 4:03 PM

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

my dream catcher doesnt work.
maybe it's because it doesnt have an eagle's feather.

ive been having the weirdest of dreams.
for example, i dreamt that i met n and i totally snubbed her.
later on, aishah and i headed to my cousins' place.
there was a strong wind.
i struggled to close the windows.

then aishah gave us all koro poks.

we sat, chatted whilst i read the menu of the japanese restaurant we were supposed to go to.
suddenly a big red dinosaur crashed into the house.

and i woke up.

with all these dreams, might as well make something outta them right
so i've decided to look up numbers for this week's toto
using www.dreammoods.com/dreamdictionary

huat ahhh.

Are you drinking? 12:51 PM