"i live for the moment."





how about another/a new one ...


here.

(on a much lighter note)
fi just offered to send me to school. (on the so called first day)
awww, she just warmed me right up to my toes.

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Are you drinking? 6:05 AM

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Are you drinking? 3:24 PM

MOS, bloody absofuckinglutely wasted 4hours of my life.
damn it.
M's last clubbin event in Sg didnt turn out the way we wanted it to be.


And there's no cure, and no way to be sure
Why everything's turned inside out
Instilling so much doubt
It makes me so tired - I feel so uninspired
My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart

I WILL NOT, WILL NOT TURN TO PUTTY.
I REFUSE TO LET MYSELF BE TREATED IN SUCH A MANNER BY MYSELF.


Are you drinking? 5:31 AM

i quote from fa, on the night of our farewell party for Max.

(anyways... i was sitting around and observing everyone. and then i realise.. it's so bloody easy how we all grow attached to each other. how we all get along so great. and whenever we organize a party or whatsoever, we know just who we wanna call. but when the party's over, we all get back to our own lives and only maybe text or call each other. once in a while. that. i'll never understand. on the surface, it looks like we're just fairweathered friends. however, we all know that deep down, despite the very little phonecalls and text messages, we're all kinda binded by that mutual love for each other. funny how this shit works. and then..
when it's time to say goodbye for good, for ever, we'll start to panic and start to feel like me. wondering and questioning if i had been the friend i was supposed to be.)

yup, thats kinda close to how im feeling now.
Max, my classmate of 3yrs.
The guy with the im gonna fucking destroy you face. (but deep down he's one of the greatest guys around)
hangin out at the smoking area (i suppose 1/4 of our memories in Shatec is abt that)
deeps & i gettin him beer for his birthday.
first class bbq when i got wasted & puked on his leg (grins sheepishly)
(for someone who looks like he always wants to kill, he took to it very kindly)

dude, so gonna miss clubbin and drunkass drinking with you.
do a good one in Swiz,
with them $15 cigs, blonde hair blue eyed girlies & free flow of weed.
we'll meet again.


Are you drinking? 2:42 PM

got to satisfy my mala hotpot craving today, plus caught up with the bro & cow.
grins. had a black sesame craving right before dinner.
thus i had that too.
(looks at the tummy and sighs half with happiness & sadness)
yinyang. blacksesame and almond cream.
hahaha crap im too much of a foodie i swear.
weight up and smell the gym you fattie!

Patience is passion tamed.
- Lyman Abbott
well, thats a new way of seeing it.





absolutely lips smacking licious!

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Are you drinking? 4:41 AM

die hard, hand still firmly gripped on the bottle till death do us part.

sexy tannlines & the even sexier nose.

oh, how we amuse each other.

HAHAH BABE I SHALL SPARE YOU. (PEEKABOOO HAHAHA)

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Are you drinking? 10:50 PM

we do things like this after a couple of shots.
grins
B CLASS PRIDE!

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Are you drinking? 8:44 AM

trying out "new" facial expressions (but failing miserably)


): miss piggy. OMG IFAH TA HALAL! HAHAH


yes, i get very hyper & utterly nonsensical when i dont get enough sleep.

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Are you drinking? 10:02 PM

What is my day going to look like
What will tomorrow bring me
If I had x-ray eyes, I could see inside
I wouldn't have to protect the future
I wish that you would do some talking
Or else am I to know what you're thinking
If only people would say what it really was
What it really was
What it really was that they wanted

Did they ever give you a reason
To believe in something different
If you're looking for love, for what's worth
I have plenty of it lying around here somewhere
If you are looking for disappointment
You can find it around any corner
In the middle of the night I hold on to you tight
So both of us can feel protected

Tell me where it hurts
to hell with everybody else
All I care about is you and that's the truth
They don't love me, I can tell
But you do, so they can go to hell

Tell me where it hurts


imaginary grace.
i finally understand what that means.
marked X is the spot where it hurts.
it stings.
but honey, it fades
just like everything else.


Are you drinking? 9:12 AM

to be wearing one's heart on one's sleeve.
weakness.
boo to weakness.

i dont understand how someone as aloof as me can be so passionate sometimes.
sentimental too.
absolute foolishness.

i guess my character is too conflicted
but i wldnt waste anytime trying to find the "real me" or whatever crap those motivational speakers are preaching.
snorts.

this month is spent with fast speed interaction and catching up.
me catching up with the bestie, the cousin and the lovely lovely baby.
pam flies off on monday, baby flew off on sat.

both will be terribly missed.


Are you drinking? 5:46 PM

this is for the bffs, my pledge.
fi .
i cant express this in any other way..
save for..
fi , im really sorry.


Sometimes you picture me -
I'm walking to far ahead
you're calling to me, I can't hear
what you've said -
Then you say - go slow -
I fall behind -
the second hand unwinds

After my picture fades a darkness has
turned to gray
watching through windows -
you're wondering if I'm O.K.
secrets stolen from deep inside
the drum beats out of time -

If you're lost...
you can look - and you will find me
time after time
If you fall I will catch you - I'll be waiting

...time after time


Are you drinking? 2:39 AM

i present you......................

BABY NORNOR! (and my daddy o)
first grandchild of our generation. (with a superman fringe lol)
MY FIRST NIECE :D
aint she precious.
so in love
head over heels.
if that aint love, thn i dont know what love is.

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Are you drinking? 11:19 PM

okay, time for a run thn a good read.
im so craving for steamboat.
since pam's stayin at my place.
we are SO GONNA PIG OUT. (GRINS)

Your EQ is 140

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

You Are Merlot

Smooth, confident, and popular - you're the type most likely to order wine for the whole group. You seem to breeze through life on your intuition and wit. And no one seems to mind! You're comfortable in any social situation you find yourself in, and you never feel outclassed. And while you live a charmed life, you never let it go to your head. You are truly down to earth and a great friend. Deep down you are: Balanced and mature Your partying style: Surprisingly wild... when you let loose, you really let loose Your company is enjoyed best with: Some greasy pizza

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

You Should Get a MFA (Masters of Fine Arts)

You're a blooming artistic talent, even if you aren't quite convinced. You'd make an incredible artist, photographer, or film maker.

You Are Agnostic

God? Religion? Maybe... you're just not sure. You're still figuring out your spiritual path... or figuring out you really don't care. You believe that no one really can know the true story about religion or God. So you might as well relax a little. You'll go crazy trying make sense of it all.

You Are a Peanut Butter and Jelly Sandwich

You life your life in a free form, artistic style. You are incredibly creative and at times, quite messy. Deep down, you are a kid at heart. And you aren't afraid to express it. Your best friend: The Grilled Cheese Sandwich Your mortal enemy: The Club Sandwich

You Are an Intense Kisser

When you kiss, it's deep and powerful You don't take kissing lightly Your kisses always have meaning And they always make your head spin

You are a Romantic Realist

Okay, so you fall in the middle. You know that love isn't like a greeting card... Yet you can always find a greeting card to describe your feelings. You are the best of both worlds Girly yet independent, dreamy yet serious. Almost any guy can find balance with you.

Zouked last night was hot. (literally)
dancefloor was pacccccked.
so we had no choice but to grind (lol what a reason eh)
bff1 front bff2 back.
think those guys with the schoolmates must had thought i was a lucky bitch

the playlist at Phuture is like, Standard.
the One & Only new song played was.................................
UMBRELLA (ella, ella, eh, eh, eh)
HAHAHA.



Are you drinking? 2:24 PM

Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think
When I let it sink in
It's all over me
I'm lying here in the dark
I'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot
& all I know is
...


Its neither here nor there.
its rather complicated in that sense.
yet i saw how simple it was when things just fell in place with you.


Are you drinking? 2:23 AM

ta dahhhh! (insert shiny flying silver stars)
i was browsing thru the net and i saw this!
i want this for my 21st, but i want an actual girlie INSIDE the cake. (grins)
the oracle from 300. (drools)
thn she can do her dance (predict the future) after which, i will lick the frosting off her after which she can proceed with my present.
... (fill in the blanks)

...i dream, i dream. anyways we had our Newton Fix today.
Being on a low carbs diet, i refused to get a bowl of rice & made fa shared hers.
teehee. love you babe.

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Are you drinking? 2:18 AM

(updated 12.03am)
just got a few of the photos taken on Arena night.
thats the problem when youve got 3 digi cams snapping ard. too damn scattered.
but looking at the photos make me bouncy. happy happy faces of people i shared 3years with!
HEARTS!

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Are you drinking? 10:32 PM

Dear Gahment, I've received your GENEROUS(woohoo!) $200 bribe incentive.
Sweeeet! It sure came in handy for my new tattoo!
I will use the remaining $ to get me some juggies & smokes on thurs at a gay club!

Much Love,
One of your much frowned upon None-Elite hobos of Society.


Are you drinking? 9:22 PM

while waiting for my turn, what else is there to do but CAMWHORE!!!

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Are you drinking? 3:10 PM