clouds to floor, stones and sand, thin ice, followed by eggshells..
really feels like i am walking on eggshells.
half of the last.
god damn it.
after all the damage from Tornado Labyrinth.
what a revelation.
i will be rid of it.
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11:42 PM
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Baby says I can't come with him And I had read all of this in his eyes Long before he even said so
All the waves of blame arrange as broken scenery As they steal your best memories away What if I was someone different in your only history? Would you feel the same As I walk out the door Never to see your face again
And it'll be just as quiet when I leave As it was when I first got here I don't expect anything to change when I leave
Maybe I've been here before I know this room, I've walked this floor I used to live alone before I knew you I've seen your flag on the marble arch love is not a victory march It's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah
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the two songs on repeat what a dark melancholic mood.
that I would be good even if I did nothing that I would be good even if I got the thumbs down that I would be good if I got and stayed sick that I would be good even if I gained ten pounds
that I would be fine even if I went bankrupt that I would be good if I lost my hair and my youth that I would be great if I was no longer queen that I would be grand if I was not all knowing
that I would be loved even when I numb myself that I would be good even when I am overwhelmed that I would be loved even when I was fuming that I would be good even if I was clingy
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5:23 PM
Friday, November 20, 2009
Everybody needs one... Everybody's bound Everybody swings and meanwhile Mary Goes Around
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11:52 AM
Saturday, November 14, 2009
perverted cinema lurkerrrs.
omg i need to get this out before i forget abt it.
not that its sthg anyone wld want to hold dear in his or her memory but still....
so we were at the Cathay (cinema) ard midnight and we saw this boy and this 30ish year old dude using the free internet to ogle at photos of almost nude women. (it is most normal for men for ogle at half naked women but man the way those 2 were doing it.. it was really disturbing to say the least)
and the older dude was lk "wah i wanna lift up her skirt" (in mandarin)
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so girls. ye gods be careful when you're at the Cathay alone at night
