KIV means Keep In View.
don't we always?

i tried to be beng last night and ask for sTeaDyz.
but i failed miserably.
boohoo, i've let my mixed schooltage down.

Piece by piece.
maybe its time we stop looking for the pieces.
inconceivable pieces,
like little fairies who appear in your day dreams for a tease.
authenticity & fantasies.

i like to metamorphose fantasies into reality but where's the thrill after that?

to be a total sadist to climax it up till the level of almost no return thn to fuck it over & shoot it down.
delicious.

on a much lighter (normal) note,
i got another tattoo! :D


Are you drinking? 1:56 PM

Nothing in motion, and I'm satisfied
No disappointment, until I wake up

Canvas, an artistic mess of emotions.
torn and tattered
the blade within my fingers
carved, neatly on the flesh
Gratifying.
that sick sensation.

Blood,
diminutive tears that fall.
Each one, a different form of mental state.

Frenzy
destroy it as you will.
I'm starting on a clean state.
Sitting, Waiting.
Till the mind figures out the heart
Till the heart figures out the mind
As if.






Are you drinking? 11:50 PM

thats why, we say.
there's no school, like old school.

the subtle invitation,
a hypnotic pull,
taiji play of words.

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Are you drinking? 5:19 PM

this is the state my mind is in now.

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Are you drinking? 11:21 PM

make me look at things in a different light,
in a neoteric sense of wonder & childish delight.

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Are you drinking? 10:03 AM

You Are 48% Weirdo

You're definitely quite strange, but you can act like a normal person when you have to. (But just because you can act normally, it certainly doesn't mean you want to!) You have normal aspects to your personality... but you usually don't choose to emphasize them.

Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Score: 83%

Your Intrapersonal Intelligence is Very High You've spent a lot of time introspecting, and it's really paid off. You are comfortable with who you are, and you have a life philosophy that you are happy to live by. And you're always re-evaluating what you believe. Because you learn something new about yourself each day!

Your Learning Style: Expressive and Tenacious

You love to learn about new cultures, ideas, and theories. You Should Study: Anthropology Counseling Education Ethnic Studies Foreign Languages and Literature History Literature Music Philosophy Eastern Religion

Your Seduction Style: The Natural

You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen. Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people. You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find! People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast.

Your Dominant Thinking Style: Exploring

You thrive on the unknown and unpredictable. Novelty is your middle name. You are a challenger. You tend to challenge common assumptions and beliefs. An expert inventor and problem solver, you approach everything from new angles. You show people how to question their models of the world.

You Are Strawberry Cake

Fresh, sassy, and romantic. You're a total flirt, who never would turn down a sugary treat. Occasionally you're a bit moody - but you usually stay sweet!

Your Life Path Number is 11

Your purpose in life is to inspire others Your amazing energy draws people to you, and you give them great insight in return. You hold a great amount of power over others, without even trying. You have the makings of an inventor, artist, religious leader, or prophet. In love, you are sensitive and passionate. You connect with your partner on a very deep level. You have great abilities, but you are often way too critical of yourself. You don't fit in - and instead of celebrating your differences, you dwell on them. You have high expectations of yourself. But sometimes you set them too high and don't achieve anything.

Are you drinking? 9:04 PM

Metallica feat San Francisco Symphony Orchestra
Nothing Else Matters.
this. is. FUCKING SWEEEET. GO GO GO LISTEN





the new fountain show at sentosa.
I WANNA GOOOOOOOOOO. (stares pointedly at fa & fiona)

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Are you drinking? 10:53 AM

doc says im at the early stage of bronchitis.
zzz.
bottom line is, if im still not gonna take this seriously.
it will turn to brochitis and she will send my fat yellowish white ass to the hospital.
where i can dress up in those fugly robes, take blood tests all day & consume the notorious hospital food. (bleah)

these are the terms ive laid out for myself till sch starts.
1) quit smoking. for the last time. shisha included.
2) visit grandma's grave more often
3) exercise, 5days a week.
4) read up on business law
5) since i have the time i can read more books! yay!
6) drink less. period
7) spend more time with friends ive neglected
8) go for makan tours ard singapore!
9) more time for my research on homosexuality during the roman era yay!
10) redo the room!

anyways we realised ytd that the gawd damn relief doc gave me pills for flu which caused drowsiness for 24hrs. (which of cos he nor the nurse had any sense to inform us)
no wonder thr were tractors in my head.
that bald ass bitch is sooo unprofessional my gawd!

its time to adjust my lifestyle..
(chants)
anyways gonna leave you guys with this.
Miles Davis & John Coltrane- SO WHAT
sch old jazz, this is what i call jazz.
not like those popjazz riff raff we get these days.

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Are you drinking? 10:07 AM

10 things you want to say to people but you never will

1) He is going to ruin your life. i wish you would remove your veil of denial and leave.
2) You FUCKING PRICK. you've ruined her life. grrr
3) you dont turn me on, at all. infact it was a turn off. im sorry
4) Your gf looks like a monkey.
5) you're the worst mother ever. wake up & show him some love.
6) go ahead, get the divorce if its the only solution left. i promise you i wont mind.
7) forgiven but not forgotten.
8) there might be sthg good going on...unintentional
9) its amazing how casually you dismissed this.. this thing. i thought you werent. but you are.
10) you're stupid. period.


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Are you drinking? 1:44 PM

every word whispered so lovingly in the darkness, erased.
every memory made, erased.
every emotion felt, erased.
every promise made, erased.
every moment together, erased.
when you said you were afraid things would change,
it was fear for your side wasn't it.


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Are you drinking? 1:38 PM

UNDERSTANDING WOMEN
(the ones in red (danger level)
are very very very important and close to the heart.) (meaning ive been thru those countless times. so learn lol)


"No" = Yes
"Yes" = No

"Maybe" = No
"I'm sorry" = You'll be sorry
"We need" = I want

"It's your decision" = You better select the option I’ve already chosen.

"Do what you want" = You'll pay for this later.
"We need to talk" = You did something wrong.

"Sure, go ahead" = You go ahead, you die.

"I'm not upset" = Of course I'm upset, you moron!

“We’re moving too quickly” = I want to find out if this guy/girl at the gym has a girlfriend first.

"Do you love me?" = I want something expensive.

"Is my butt fat?" = Tell me I'm beautiful.
"You have to learn to communicate" = Just agree with me.

“I don’t know. What do you want to do?” = I can’t believe you have nothing planned!
“Sure, chicken rice is okay.” = You cheapo slob!

"I said, nothing’s wrong, okay?!" = It's that time of the month.

"Are you listening to me!?" = Too late, you're dead.


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Are you drinking? 4:24 PM

got tagged by leee. so here goes.

Rules of the game:
Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself.
People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!

1. I get very grouchy if i dont have meat for every meal.
2. I like to say tao yan a whole lot.
3. I crave for coke (the drink) at the most unusual times.
4. I am very very zen like yet still quite hot headed. go figure
5. I need chocolates, at least 5 times a week.
6. I wanna get a tan. but my color always fades off
7. I like flowers :x
8. I change my hairstyle or color most of the time when im really upset
9. People think im being funny when im serious and they think im serious when im talking crap.
10. I tag:
anyoneee.


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Are you drinking? 5:19 PM

goodbye (for now),
you'll be hard to forget/get over/not think of/and so many many more.


Are you drinking? 3:39 PM