Friday, March 30, 2007
Well, maybe there is a God above,
But all that I've ever learned from love
Was how to shoot somebody who outdrew you.
It's not a cry that you hear at night,
And it is not somebody who has seen the light
It's a cold and it is a broken Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah
im a sinner in the eyes of the religious.
ive believed in Him ever since i was a child.
so does God hear my prayers?
am i even allowed to say Hallelujah.?
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1:40 AM
Thursday, March 29, 2007
Wild Nights – Wild Nights!
Were I with thee
Wild Nights should be
Our luxury!
Futile – the winds –
To a heart in port –
Done with the compass –
Done with the chart!
Rowing in Eden –
Ah, the sea!
Might I moor – Tonight –
In thee!i'll make her fairy cupcakes spelling out her name.
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12:10 PM
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
What happens to a dream deferred?
Does it dry up
Like a raisin in the sun?
Or fester like a sore--
And then run?
Does it stink like rotten meat?
Or crust and sugar over--
like a syrupy sweet?
Maybe it just sags
like a heavy load.
Or does it explode? - just shoot the fuckin douchebags who have been drillin since 9.
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9:58 AM
Sunday, March 25, 2007
LEEXX says:
make me wanna pinch your cheeks
feed you chicken rice
and read you books about biology.Most Enticing offer I've had all year.
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10:43 PM
Saturday, March 24, 2007
you finally said the words i've wanted to hear.
but it's just too late.
These empty metaphors
They're all in vainLabels: that thing you do
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12:40 PM
Friday, March 23, 2007
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10:59 PM
Thursday, March 22, 2007
To I,i know how hard it must be for you now.
to try your very bestest to bear your soul to us.
to understand what's going on, around us, inside you.
normally, when im very sad, i just cry & the pain goes away.
and now, when im already all cried out.
i thought the floodgates will open after reading your diary.
but no, no tears. None.
what im feeling now, is much worse.
worst that i've ever known.
no tears, yet i feel my wreckin heart breaking into pieces.
no, i havent absorbed all of it yet.
you're right.
we're going on like nth's gonna happen.
like you're gonna be here with us Forever.
yet i know come july, you're gonna be far far away.
and i know, you're the one going thru the worst ever struggle now.
i know im the softie, the baby in the grp.
its just that im doin wht you're doin.
you wanna protect me. so you appear happy & mad.
i just appear happy too.
yet im almost completely destroyed inside.
tryin to be happy and excited for you.
i do confide in F sometimes .
but ive always hated bein the "Baby" in any grp.
for the first time i can confidently say that ive been thr done that.
im not a baby anymore babe.
dont pretend to be sthg that kills you infront of me.
cry, weep, confess your fears.
we're here.
our love, unconditionable.
when P came, i guess it cld be sthg called a "God Sent".
a tiniest glimpse of hope.
but i guess not.
disappointment.
me being so purely selfish.
i felt ashamed of myself.
end of day,
its your happiness that's impt to me.
you wanna know my inner deepest thoughts?
let me lay them down for you now.
well, sometimes. i hate him for comin here.in just afew days.
fuckin sweep you off your feet.
and nxt thing i know
you're plannin to go off to some fuckin foreign racist land to be with him.
what is this?
love?
i pray it is.
all the sadness, the one thing im dreadin, the slight rage in me.
i just want to rid myself of them.
and just be there for you.
yet its killing me.
i know i always say that thr is noone that anyone cant live without.
yet the thought of not bein able to see you. talk to you. msg you. bitch with you.
it fuckin kills.
God sends me a friend like you.
i gave him my sincere and grateful thanks.
yet now you're gonna go .
all good things do come to an end.
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12:59 AM
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
she loves him, he loves her and he likes her, she's sleepin with him, he cant forget her, he's leavin her, she's blissfully unaware.
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11:08 AM
Sunday, March 18, 2007
We met by chance or was it by fate
t goes brokeback.if its porn, its Brokenback.
last night.
1) evil demonic queen of chickens
2) ahbeng sensation the moment we entered mos
3) flee to 54 we did 4) absolut is my ultimate
5) P does half a glass of absolut and alil redbull for me
6) i said the wrong thing. ended up flat down between the legs of I. sexy if it wasnt my bloody bestie. 7) P was the 70s. thus he knows all the words to the songs. lol 8) We started singing to I. with complete gayboy actionsU don't have 2 be beautiful 2 turn me on
I just need your body, baby, from dusk till dawn
U don't need experience 2 turn me out
U just leave it all up 2 me, I'm gonna show U what it's all about
I just want your extra time and your . . . . . kiss 9) we freaked the girls out10) FINALLY to SMOOVE.Labels: photos
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3:52 PM
Friday, March 16, 2007
b[l]ed = bled, bed, led, be’d etc.
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10:23 AM
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
She's everything you want
She's everything you need
She's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
She says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But she means nothing to me
And i don't know why
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12:04 PM
Monday, March 12, 2007
my lil doses of heaven.
girlies dressed in all white.
lusty brownie points.
salmon belly. mmmm.
it melts in your mouth.
some people say that fresh sashimi is better thn sex.
well,
it depends i guess.
grins.
and yeah, i tied that cherry knot.
mua ha.
seems like i can only do it when im high thou.
Rachael Yamagata's performing!
shucks. dont think i can get anyone to join in at such short notice. growls
Sunday, March 11, 2007
eunice feels that i shld go for Ah Lians.
benefits being.
eunicechong : cos your gf is like so whatever : says:
they got nice rebonded hair.
eunicechong : cos your gf is like so whatever : says:
fair fair skin (POINT TO CHERIE)
ahahah
eunicechong : cos your gf is like so whatever : says:
24/7 wanan look glam
eunicechong : cos your gf is like so whatever : says:
so she'll practice her moan-face in front of the mirror
*ahhhh.. hmmm!! yea.. hmm...
bu ke yi la... taoooo yann.. *ahhhh * pouts
she's just abt convinced me.
ah lian sistaaas. pls send in your applications.
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3:31 AM
Thursday, March 08, 2007
said no to girlies in undies.
thou i almost. almost. caved in when i got that msg.
but im gettin more rational by the day.
will spend at least a 100 tonight.
that 100 can be carried over to sat's mos. (or whrever)
so, we can get a bottle.
and ikea was good.
i got meatballs. lots of sauces.
colorful cups
tongs.
star shape icetray!
anyways,
the grand plan as follows for tmr.
1) I is to get a bottle of vodka. (gin too if possible but only F drinks gin & tonic)
T - "I presume we're drinkin at my place tmr."
F - "And I confirm that."
T - "Lets go get the mixers tmr then."
F - "Yes we shall go on purchasing.. Please list down the requisition."
T - "Redbull, redbull, redbull and more redbull."
visual fest for the eyes.
im not just an alcoholic.
im a visual alcoholic too.
ho
veuillez passer les poissons
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9:08 PM
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
"hey, this chocolate ice cream kinda tastes like coffee."
Random my fact number 1: well, thr's cocoa in both chocolate ice cream & coffee.. thats why they kinda taste the same.."Random my fact number2: you know, if you had a monkey tattooed on your stomach, its gonna stretch to a king kong when y ou get pregnant.
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5:59 PM
For each ecstatic instant
We must an anguish pay.
In keen and quivering ratio
To the ecstasy.
For each beloved hour
Sharp pittances of years,
Bitter contested farthings
And coffers heaped with tears.
on some days, i just wish to be holed up in my lil wooden cabin.
alone.
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2:04 PM
Thursday, March 01, 2007
I sing the body electric,
The armies of those I love engirth me and I engirth them,
They will not let me off till I go with them, respond to them,
And discorrupt them, and charge them full with the charge of the soul.
Was it doubted that those who corrupt their own bodies conceal themselves?
And if those who defile the living are as bad as they who defile the dead?
And if the body does not do fully as much as the soul? And if the body
were not the soul, what is the soul?
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10:21 PM
